♥ Princessa's Royal Diary ♥ - Royalty has never been so PINK!

First of all let me say, I HAVE A SHORT TEMPER. I blow up fast and it also ends fast, so basically there are the pros and cons to it. However, I’m not talking about my temper here, it’s my dear’s temper. I’m unreasonable so I know what unreasonable is like, and he is what I call unreasonable, but he never admits. Hear me out and judge it on your own.

This is what happened.

We were playing KAL Online, but due to a patch, he wasn’t able to login. I guess that trigged the spark already. I was advising on how to fix the problem, and he was guiding me though my quests. He was pointing to me the direction of which the NPC I was supposed to go to, and he accidentally hit my laptop’s screen. Basically, my laptop is rather precious to me, I often remind him how fragile it is, and how I would prefer to maintain minimum impact towards it. In other words, “damn it, be real careful with my laptop or else!”

Though he didn’t really damage it in any way, he should still at least apologize, right? No, he didn’t. Instead he said, “so should I apologize to the screen?” that really pissed me off, a little. I mean, can you blame me for being upset? You didn’t apologize. And you even made a stupid remark. Do you expect me to be please? I do believe I reserve the right to be upset for a while, right?

This is when it got ugly.

I continued advising him on methods to fix his problem with not being able to start the game. And after trying various methods, it still couldn’t start, so we gave up. I noticed he seemed rather unhappy, I presumed it was due to not being able to fix the problem. Initially I didn’t say much, than I decided to cheer him up. And guess what I discovered…

Boy, was I wrong about my presumption. He wasn’t unhappy cause of the game, he was unhappy because I was unhappy for that few moments previously. That really caused me to flare up, to save an exploding argument. I decided to get out of his sight. It’s not that I’m giving in, I’m simply unwilling to go into an argument that is, in the first place, ridiculous to begin with.

A relationship is to give and take, forgive and forget. I made some mistakes, and I’m trying to make amendments. However, I’m not the only one that is always wrong here. You wouldn’t perfect either, so stop feeling you have the right to take complete revenge.

This may be whining now, but I’m human.