Life is full of weird stuff, one day it's great the next day it sucks. I spent a couple of nights basically having my eyes wide open, feeling really weird, but with less then a thought in mind. Something is bothering me, yet I'm not sure what that "thing" is...

As I'm thinking of what to write, thoughts starts popping up into my mind. These are unhappy thoughts of what is happening in what I call "my reality", heart breaking but facts. Probably sitting down and typing has helped trigger what is actually bothering me. In short, it's simply words that was said.

Life is just so strange, knowing that words hurt yet you still can't help but say them. Unfortunately, somethings done can't be undone, time doesn't revert. True, the saying goes forgive and forget, but which mortal can actually successful do such a deed? I'm just a simple mortal, nothing more, nothing less.

My expectations from another person may be less or more then one might expect. I'm not interested in wealth or looks, I'm looking for someone like a "best friend" with that additional spark. Someone that can accept me for who I am, be there to hear me whine, and not deliberately hurt my feelings with words. Is that really too much to ask?

I don't need the physically stars in the sky, all I ask for is to touch the reflection of those stars may it be from a lake, a pond, or even just a pile of water... :)

Trackback URL for this post:

http://www.sabrina.sg/trackback/91
No votes yet
 
  • 1136 reads