♥ Princessa's Royal Diary ♥ - Royalty has never been so PINK!

I haven't been playing as much as I used to, and it's not the same as it was. I'm thinking that I probably made a bad decision with the whole merger thing in the first place that's why Rotena left the guild.

I seriously don't understand we're all from the same guild, but they rather stand up for PUG (pick up group) people then their own guild mate. Yachiruu and Soifon both can speak chinese yet they didn't even bother to confront Shleya for the mistake he made, instead they just concluded he ninja. If he wanted to ninja he would have just needed everything not just two miserable items. They could have just private message and ask him, he would have explained or realised his mistake and apologise. Super disappointed and angry as well. Probably the reason is because he's from China, and after all we're not original Rising Addiction members, they just don't care.

I feel like I've let my guild mates down, and caused Rotena to leave. After knowing Rotena left, I seriously don't feel like staying anymore. And to add to it, Soifon said Shleya rolled need for two items, which he didn't win, and so he can't roll need anymore. Rubbish.

What are guild mates for? Guild mates are suppose to stand by each other, help each other, and if someone made a mistake, let the person know. Only if the person doesn't reflect, then yes, he deserved it (like Zen's case), but no, he wasn't given the chance. That's my fault, I didn't protect my own guild mate.

Sad. Disappointed. Regret.

Forgive my bad structure of sentence, I'm just blabbering my thoughts out...