♥ Princessa's Royal Diary ♥ - Royalty has never been so PINK!

It's been quite some time since I last updated my blog, and much haa changed ever since.

I think I'm losing it, or on the verge of losing it. I'm trying very hard to keep myself going, thinking positively. But I can't help feeling scared.

Anyway, something has been bothering me for some time now, but I can't seem to figure out what it is. I've tried avoiding the matter, but it just gotten worst. It's time to face it, it's time to face myself.

I really don't want to lose my dear dear, he really means alot to me, and I really love him alot as well.

Being together is to give and take, and I probably haven't given in much. All I do is whine and complain, never really placed myself at his position. Am I really blind?

I really hope that a friend of mine would reply, and let me know if she could help me out. I need someone to talk to, before I explode. And it would be best if the person would be her. For now, I'm not revailing who she is, till the appointment is confirmed, which I doubt.

I wish I can prove to my dear how much he really means to me. I wish he would understand.

I love you dear, very very much.

* Update!!! Basically the appointment is confirmed, and I told my dear about it. The mystery person is Sherlin.

I know it's weird, I should be pestering my friends instead. But the last thing I want is to have my friends on my side. The problem isn't about my dear, it's about me. I'm the one losing it...