♥ Princessa's Royal Diary ♥ - Royalty has never been so PINK!

This will probably link to a really long day by day count if I post an entry everyday. Alot has been crossing my mind esp. the past week, it's so confusing, seems like everything is different once again. Either that or I'm paranoid, which is also highly possible.

Anyway, I had a very weird dream again. My fairy tale princess dreams seems to have abandon me, the days of darkness has fallen once more. So much to consider and no idea what should be done. Suddenly I feel so tired. Being bitching around mainly with Pris and Sylvia lately, don't really feel like talking to anyone else. However, all that was exchanged, isn't really constructive either, just like skipping one topic to the other. It's like the walls around me is starting to cave in, and all I have to keep it standing is myself. Doesn't really sound relative, one sentence from the other, but whatever!

To be honest, I'm glad that I don't have to work at that place anymore. However, not working gives me more time to think of riddiculous issues. There are so many things I feel like writting, but I can't as it may lead to undesirable consequences. Life never fails to confuse me time to time, and sometimes even all the time.

I should just shut everything out for a period of time, think things through, get things straight, and speed up the pace in life. I kinda hope that I had someone (not just anyone but THE ONE) to share what's on my mind. But now, the place where I could previously trash my thoughts out mindlessly (not forgetting pointless whining and bitching), has it's boundaries.

I know I have two wonderful friends (they know who they are, *hint* both girls) that have been sparing their time to cheer me up, sharing thoughts. It's nice to have such wonderful and caring friends. Nonetheless, sometimes all it takes is just a simple hug or a simple sentence, to actually make things better. Sadly, it can only be fulfilled by one that is very special, and I don't have such a "one", never did and probably will never find one.

Anyway, enough emotional crap, what goes around comes around. Believe in KARMA! BELIEVE YOU MUST! HAHAHA!

A new day, a new start, a new adventure. It's the final count down to 22 years of living in this sucky wonderful world! Prepare my present all of you people out there, don't disappoint me, or I'll bitch about you all day and night! Don't want to have a sudden cold out of the blue? You should know what to do!

Day 1 of unemployment, and the final count drop of 53 days to go! Just incase your calculations are differ to mine. IT IS OCTOBER 7! DO NOT FORGOT!

By the way, it's not only my birthday but also our 1 year anniversary (my dear and me).

The beginning...

And for the past month I kinda have something up my sleeves, too bad no one is gonna find out till 53 days later. :P~