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Subject: Hi - By Winnie
Thursday, 31 August, 2006 12:33 PM

You wanna find out who am I rite? To be fair, you should be entitled to know.

I read your blog and wanted to rebuke but felt that we should talk in pte.

Well, I knew of your existence not long ago. Here the story goes: -

When I 1st came to know Steven, I did not asked about his status. Just that one day this qns popped into my mind and after I managed to search him from Friendster and decided to ask. His reply was "She is dead." So naturally, I asked if she was the wife or gf. He said gf but refused to comment further. All he told me is that you lead ur own life and he lead his. Whenever you are free then u ask him out for dinner. So I asked him when was the last time he met you. He told me he could not remembered. It was very long time ago.

So end of story.

It was until when I fell in love with him, my instincts tell me that he is not stating the fact. Then from your blogs, it does not telly with what he said. But he told me that whatever in your blog is fake. You just merely wanted to attract others' attention. Get pity from others. FINE! I took it.....

Then god is fair. He wanted to know the truth... I was nearby his place one day and I saw both you together. Things exposed...

Well then u know the rest....

Anyway, I had closed this chapter of my life. Do not wish to blame anyone. No one is right or wrong. Things just happened. Just take it as a lesson in my life. Life still goes on. That is all.

My reply:

Duh. He's lying. I stay over every weekend, cause I work on weekdays. I donno when you guys started talking, and I don't care either. We only had a cold war for a week on the 6 Aug till 14 Aug.

I don't believe what you're saying and I don't 100% believe him either. Point is I DONT CARE. Stop pretending to wanna tell the truth then start going crazy. Everytime you go "this is my last msg" and again you continue. I already said he mislead you, end of story. If my bf sucks so bad then why do you want him that bad?

I tried to make friends but you BACKSTAB me and went to complain and PRETEND to be nice. Hello that's so old school my dear "jiejie". So what if he is attached you guys can still be friends, I’m just stating that I exist and if at the end of the story he picks you then FINE, BE IT. But no... you had to go be the smart ass and speed the whole process and get yourself rejected. So whose fault is that? Mine?

Then you come into my blog start going on about how "enjoyable" you had it going on Mary. So, what you expect people to think? Use your brain, how old are you again? 26? HELLOOoo... WAKE UP YOUR IDEA! Now you're trying to be nice again and tell the whole story? And the point of it? What's your motive? Duh.

Yes we have problems; our social circle is completely different. Maybe you guys would have been a perfect couple instead of me. But that isn't the point. During our cold war I asked if he wanted to break up, he said NO. So meaning I STILL EXIST!

Do you even get what I’m saying? I'll make it easy for you to understand. Life is like that, things happen, ACCEPT IT. I already understood what you were trying to say during your SMSes, I also whined about the whole damn issue. But the conclusion is, it already happened and since I still love him, I ACCEPT IT. Even that I can accept do you think I wouldn't be able to accept if you guys continue being friends and at the end of it he dumps me for you? Damn it! Use your brain for once before you start blabbering crap. You're a female for god sake! Can you please try to understand the meaning of SHAME?

Enough said.

You may continue the crap talk on my blog, seriously it's rather entertaining. And yes, I’m going to post this out.

BTW, what I say on my blog isn't fake; it's just my point of view. I distress and whine on my blog, like I said IT IS MY BLOG. You should know my bf is the kind of person that likes to keep things to himself. That is our difference in thinking, which also creates some conflict.