♥ Princessa's Royal Diary ♥ - Royalty has never been so PINK!

Waking up about 1+am in the morning, having something bothering me, and feeling as though I'm about to puke right about now, really isn't what I consider normal. I conclude I've developed 6th sense. Sabrina the amazing! Nah...

Everything is in the mind, and my mind is telling me, something is bothering me, which is affecting the rest of my body functions. Either that, or I'm having a relapse due to the infection I had last December. Whichever is fine with me, I kinda need a break anyway.

I AM VERY TIRED!

No seriously, I am. I'm tired with everything.

You know how it feels to not be able to sleep probably at night? Having the feeling something isn't right but don't really know what the hell is wrong? Knowing you're hiding something but don't know how to go about asking? And finally, having millions of wonders but stop bothering to find out any answers? Feeling betrayed yet can't expect any comfort?

How should I put it? I don't feel sad or angry, but I feel something just can't explain what that feeling is. It's causing terrible reactions - can't sleep well, can't eat as per normal, can't concentrate on anything, and can't be bothered with anything.

From time to time, I'd feel super tired, and even doze off. But when I do, I wake up an hour later feeling very much troubled.

That's not all...

I don't really feel like eating most of the time. When I do feel hungry and decide to take a bit, I lose my appetite simply looking at the food. I even feel like throwing out! It doesn't happen all the time, but often enough.

Can't really concentrate on anything, suddenly feel like playing game, but when I do, the next moment I don’t feel like playing anymore.

Can't be bother with anything, even if it actually involves me, I just simply can't take it to heart. This is actually a good reaction to be frank. But it's just WEIRD!

Enough blabbering. Back to the point...

There she goes...
There she goes again...

I hate being and occasional light sleeper, seriously it sucks. I'm not giving my boyfriend a chance to delete the message before I find out he received it. Damn, can I please smash the phone? Duh.

I don't feel like spelling out the words at the moment.

* Uncensored portion might be released or might not...