♥ Princessa's Royal Diary ♥ - Royalty has never been so PINK!

Sometimes I wonder, am I friends with Winnie or is it just a show? I seriously don't know.

After a couple of months, finally I got the courage to see her blog. Okay that sounded REALLY lame. Anyway, this was how I came about “the blog”...

I was checking my email and I noticed an update from Friendster:

Princess Has Updated Whine, Bitch & Me...

I was a little shocked, I thought it was a reminder that I've updated my blog, but suddenly I recalled "damn it! I don't have a Friendster blog!" That was the moment I remembered, "Oh yes, Winnie's Friendster nick is Princess too", duh.

It's early in the morning, can't expect me to be super sober. I kinda didn't sleep at all the night before, especially after yet another incident on the road. Plus not forgetting early this morning I nearly crash into a tree cause Xiao Hong suddenly just "lost it's balance"...

To be honest, at that very moment I kinda just wanted to let it crash. I mean, if it did, this will all be over. I finally get to really move on. I finally, never ever, have to wake up and face reality. I'll finally be able to have some peace.

But no, I pulled the wheel back and it just kinda "drifted" a little and obviously the cars behind me (fortunately, not many) started horning. Stopped a while, went out of the car, let some guy that thinks I did it on purpose shout at, apologized, went back into the car, and drove off again.

Anyway back to the topic. Have I been duplicated?

No offense Winnie, I know you read my blog quite often. But seriously, first it's the "boyfriend", the "title", and now the category?

Honored, yes, scared, a little. I'm starting to wonder if you're my friend or someone that wishes me dead, not that I mind being dead. Not the point.

Ah well. Since I was already reading the blog, might as well read a little more, right? Wrong.

The more I find out the more I'd probably go nuts. I hate the truth. I hate the world. I hate being alive. I hate myself. - Absolute nonsense, duh.

All this is driving me nuts. I can't take it anymore. I NEED TO FIND SOME PEACE!

P/s: I shall slowly fade into the darkness and seize to exist.