♥ Princessa's Royal Diary ♥ - Royalty has never been so PINK!

It's not something unexpected that I would eventually break down. But it's kinda unfortunate that it would be on the eve of New Year's day.

In a way, falling ill isn't so much of a bad thing. I need the peace, I need a break. Too much has happened the past few months, it's more then anything I've ever had to experience in the past 22 years of my life.

I feel kinda lost, not sure what to do next. I'm hoping that everything would quickly settle down, and finally get to move on with life, peacefully.

I kinda have this feeling that after disappearing for the whole of today, the moment I reappear, another disaster would surface. I'm not sure if this moment of peace is worth it, but till it disappears, I just want to enjoy it as long as it would last. When this moment passes, I wonder what more disappointments will I have to go through, but whatever it is, I'm sure things will be better.

In a couple of hours, it'd be a brand new year. As everyone else is enjoying the countdown party, I'm enjoying the peacefulness of the night. After tonight, everything would probably fall back into place. And the challenges of life would start all over again.

To all that I've disappointed, I'd like to apologise. And for all that have cause my disappointments, I just want to let you to know that you're forgiven. It's a brand new year, and a brand new start. Hopefully, in 2007, everything would be better or should I say, everything will be better.