GOD DAMN IT! I'm starting to have that kinda feeling again... Am I starting to care AGAIN!? No, no, no! I refuse to oblige to this! I refuse to become pathetic!

Argh...

"CONTROL YOURSELF DAMN IT!"

I don't give a damn even if you have a million girlfriends! I don't give a damn even if you you're lying right in my face without even blinking! I DO NOT CARE! I REFUSE TO BE AFFECTED!

I seriously do not understand, am I insane? Why do I even bother commenting that I don't care? Ridiculous! Does that mean that I do? Why am I thinking of things that I cannot control? Does that mean that I want to control it? Why the hell am I debating with myself!?

Argh...

Why can't people learn some shame? Why can't people just get a life? Tsk.

Aim for year 2007 - To be HEARTLESS! - I will not care or bother. I will not ask or find answers. I will not help or do anything, unless beneficial to me (aka don't dream of me doing anything out of goodwill). I will learn to be scheming. I will BE VERY materialistic! I will love nothing else but the greens (aka $$$ or MONEY)!

This will be me! This will be my new personality! :)

Sigh... If only I am able to become what I've said I would be, life would be so much easier, so much more happy.

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