♥ Princessa's Royal Diary ♥ - Royalty has never been so PINK!

Argh, it's time to lose the weight! It's time to shape up or ship out!

The competition out there is so intense, it's so horrible. Humans are cruel, I am cruel. I need to be above the average to continue my style. To continue to be me, but if I don't lose it, I will lose all that makes me, ME!

What competition am I talking about? Look around, all the beautiful, well shaped "girls" out there. It's a battle field. Okay, so this may sound a little beyond. But this is reality. I look at myself in the mirror and I don't like what I see. "Chubby" is not the word I want to use to describe myself.

What can I say, an average looking girl with a well shaped body scores so much more then a pretty face with a nasty shaped body, don't you agree? I'm not greedy, I'm only hoping to keep my average looks and create an "average body" to blend with it. Unfortunately, all that I have now is an "alright" looking face with a horrid body that even I don't want to look at.

I give myself 3 months to work on a nasty diet plan and a so-called "work out plan".

I believe I'd be able to make it. After all, I used to be dancer, a skater, though that was "history". What I'm trying to say is that despite being the "chubby" me, I do stuff that well shaped people do. So, if I put my heart to it, I know I can make it work.

I seriously don't know what the point of writing all this is. I just feel so annoyed with everything that is going on. I really need something that I can really control, that cannot be taken away from me. I guess the only thing that I can ever really control is me? If I succeed in this diet thing, I not only benefit in gaining a "new body", I might actually gain back my, once had, confidence in myself?