♥ Princessa's Royal Diary ♥ - Royalty has never been so PINK!

Do you believe in karma? Well... You better.

^{This is taken outside Bugis CRC, not during DC8.}

A couple of years back when I was still somewhat actively playing computer games. I remember an incident (something I did) that till now, I truly regret.

P/s: It's got nothing to do with the game, Counter-Strike, itself.

There was a period of time that I was working part-time at a LAN shop called DC8. During then I was a somewhat "active" gamer that played Counter-Strike, semi-competitively.

I guess it's because the female population in the "gaming industry" was relatively low at that point of time... I somewhat had quite a number of suitors.

P/s: DO NOT MAKE FUN OF ME!

I can't remember the exact details, but if I've not mistaken, this was the flow of events:

1. A simple IRC conversation (apparently he saw me at the LAN shop before).
2. His actual appearance at the LAN shop (he was quite cute).
3. Thereafter becoming my boyfriend (he's cute what did you expect)!

Hey I was like 16, so sue me kay.

I blame my immaturity, dating a guy I meet online. Then again, I'm no beauty queen. He saw me before, he's cute, and let's not forget he is extremely sweet. How could I resist?

Well, being cute is really substantial, esp. when we're talking about a relationship.

Yet again, I BLAME IT ON MY IMMATURITY for being such a bitch!

Yes, I dump the poor guy and dated a clan mate instead.

God damn it! How could I have done something so cruel. Didn't it occur to me that KARMA exist!?

Anyhow. That relationship ended bitterly, after a lame attempt to "change me for the better". Yes Jackson, this is ALL YOUR FAULT for giving him that bright idea!

Lesson no. 1 boys and girls out there - "Do NOT try to change your partner!"

A leopard can never change it's spots.

I'm a brat.
I'm spoilt.
I'm annoying.
I'm sarcastic.
I OWN JOO!

There is nothing you can do to make me change for the better and definitely not for good.

During the "I'm so sad my boyfriend wants to dump me until I change to be a good girl" days, he suddenly reappeared.

I don't know if I'm fortunate or he is mis-fortunate.

Anyway...

When my apparent boyfriend started realizing the fact that he might actually lose me, and wanted to patch things back. But after somewhat telling me off one fine, unforgettable night, I decided:

Seriously, I tried. And you're not even that cute!

Back I go, to the guy I dumped.

Like I said, a leopard can never change it's spots. This time, I really don't know what excuse to give myself. Immaturity again? I guess so.

I should just not have a boyfriend and just date.

Geez, why did I think of that?

Duh. Stupid!

Oh well. We broke up again. This time, I think I really broke his heart (or not, I really don't know).

After so many years, this has still been something I feel extremely guilty about. It's not that I didn't like him, I'm just a moron.

So, Dennis aka Lucifer, if you every find your way to this post, I'm sooo sorry. If I could turn back time, I definitely wouldn't have made such a moronic choice.