Relationships with another individual is just so unpredictable. The ride itself makes everything so complicated. I guess the best thing to do is to take a step back then to take a blind step forward.

Today I went out with a couple of friends and MissCel of course (lately I do not go anywhere unless MissCel is around). Everything was fine at the start until the turning point when I started feeling something wasn't quite right.

That particular "feeling" created a weird stir in my emotions and before you knew it, I backed out, again.

It's just me, I lack the trust in humanity. Probably that's why I prefer non-living beings more then living ones. I don't want to suffer un-necessary disappointments, which apparently I did.

Well, all I can say is that it was fun while it lasted?

The idea of something is usually better then the actual "thing" itself. It's very hard to explain.

Relationship, friendship, so on and so forth. I'm so tired with this whole getting to know someone thing. This is one of the reasons why knowing that there isn't going to be a "happy ending" in my so-called relationship, I still chose to be in it.

In conclusion, it's time to return to isolation.

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