♥ Princessa's Royal Diary ♥ - Royalty has never been so PINK!

That other day over dinner, both Priss and MissCel were there. I don't know how it drifted to the topic of my ... and they both commented that they have never seen him before. That's when MissCel made a passing statement and it actually got me thinking...

Did he actually exist or is he just a fragment of my imagination?

Come to think of it, it seems the unimportant have met him but those that are actually close to me, have not. Sigh.

Argh... The thought of it really makes my blood boil sometimes.

Humans really love taking advantage.

Seriously the whole "looks like the princess is back" statement is really bugging me. First and foremost...

"The princess" has never left!

As for the "meeting someone new and giving my full attention to that one person" statement. Well... It's MissCel! Enough said.

You know something, I've been stretching my tolerance level towards you for a really long time, it's really wearing thin.

What am I? Your dog?

"You not happy, you ask me to leave. You happy, you ask me to come."

Don't give me the "crap" about wanting me to spend more time with my family that's why you want me to leave. The way you treat your parents, I find it hard to believe.

Don't tell me I don't treasure the relationship. Who's the one that cheated behind my back?

I'm not that smart but hey, I'm no fool. Ha and I repeat, HA! Yeah right "guys night out". I didn't know those few girls were also considered guys. If your friend didn't ask why I didn't come for your "birthday party" I probably wouldn't ever know how early this whole "cheating behind my back" thing started.

Argh... I need to get the image of you and her OUTTA MY HEAD! This is why I rather not speak to her anymore...

You seriously need to "open your eyes bigger" when you pick a chick to cheat behind my back with. Do you have any idea how insulted I felt. Geez.

You know what. I've bee wanting to tell you this for a really long time... "Bobo, tanga, tonto!"

Seriously brush up your English before you argue with me using the language. Mine isn't that good, but your's is seriously unbearable. And to think I have been tolerating your grammatical and vocab errors for 2 freaking years.

OMG I CANNOT BELIEVE IT~!

Me... Change? Right...

My dear, the person that cheats behind his girlfriend should actually be the one changing and not the person that did nothing except being herself.

You need to get your facts straight...

You... Cheated...
Me... Did nothing but be who I am...

The reason why I didn't say much is because I don't really believe in forcing a change on a person. It should be done on your own free will.

Argh...

You know what, nothing is ever good enough. No matter how hard a person tries to please you, you will dig out all the mistakes the person made.

I can't be what you want me to be.

I'm not the kinda girl that stays at home while my ... goes out, fools around, comes home, expects me to pretend ignorance and treats him like a king.

I've tried... But you're seriously taking it for granted.

Honestly, it's probably my fault. Ever since that day you actually raised your hand to hit me, I should have already known that it's never going to work out.

Love is overrated.

I'm really sorry, but I cannot go through this another time.

The last time, I have to admit, I fell ill and you took care of me, and I somewhat felt indebted. But that's such a lousy reason to stay together when we're actually so different.

Our goals in life are different.
Our background is different.
Our culture is different.
Our values are different.
Our language is different.

We have never actually sat down and had a proper conversation. In fact, I think MissCel understand me better then you do (and she is insensitive), vice versa of course (I AM NOT LES BTW, talking about friendship here).

It's not that I haven't grown up, but I don't want to. If I actually were to grow up, our barrel would be much further apart.

Anyway...

This is plain stupid. Like I said, love is overrated.

Once bitten, twice shy.

This isn't going to happen again.

I do not care. I do not want to care. I will not care!