♥ Princessa's Royal Diary ♥ - Royalty has never been so PINK!

This is probably uncalled for since I've left the network for so long. However, after I attended the talk yesterday, "feelings" started emerging once again.

I joined Nuffnang since I-can't-remember-when, it's probably before Advertlets, Blog2U or the rest of the blog advertising networks (which I left after some time). Due to some regretful decision I made, when Nuffnang came up with the exclusive programme I wasn't one of the first few that stayed with them – totally regretting my decision, the worst one I've made, period.

After a couple of months, loyal to *ahem* all so mighty Advertlets, I started seeing the light that was shining so brightly upon me for so very long but have been missing it due to Teddybear's Pull and Bear sunglasses. Sigh.

I am not here to tarnish anyone's good name... But I'm still going to say this:

I DO NOT appreciate being LIED to! Or, for that matter, being made use of, misled, etc-etc-etc...

I have major trust issues. If I don't question, it doesn't mean I believe you. In fact, it means, "we shall see". In other words, I DID NOT believe you from the very beginning, but I gave you the benefit of doubt. Unfortunately, dear sir, not only have you failed to prove me wrong, you ended up in my MSN blacklist and you probably don't even know it.

Okay, now for my confession(s). There is another reason why I took Advertlets over Nuffnang back then. Trust was one factor cause of the late-coming of my cheque, but another was the "Ming is damn arrogant" factor (no offence).

I guess first impressions do kinda make or break whatever "relationship" that would follow. After the Philips event waaay back, I wasn't a big fan of Ming – still a big fan of Estee of course.

Times change, like the economy. Admittedly, I still think he is arrogant (enormous ego, but second to Jackson), but with much reasons now. For someone MY AGE, being the founder of possibility THE GREATEST blog advertising network current, his arrogance is considered pretty mild. If he was anywhere close to humble that would really be unreal.

What I'm trying to say is that he has truly shown me that Nuffnang is (or rather was) the better alternative from the very beginning and I was just too blinded by my unfortunate misjudgment to notice it.

Fortunately, it is not too late. I've corrected my wrongdoing and am currently on my way to a better, more profitable, blogging path. Hopefully this decision ends with more dollars in my bank account. Clearly the last didn't.

I've long given up hope on ever receiving the supposed amount that I cashed out (leaving out the extra agreement). Too many false attempts have been made to correct the wrong - none involved an envelope with a cheque within, addressed to my name.

Dear sir, if you do read this. Let me just say, silence doesn't mean consent. On the contrary, it means utter disappointment. First impressions are pretty superficial; your impression was built up over time and has left a crack so deep. I doubt there is any possible way of mending it. Then again, I'm just a mere insignificant blogger. Why bother eh?