♥ Princessa's Royal Diary ♥ - Royalty has never been so PINK!

I hate making decisions that would probably craft the path I'm walking. I can't tell the future, what if things don't change for the better?

Everything in my life is pretty much unstable right now. But every moment seems so exciting, it makes me feel as though I'm alive, that I exist. However, it also wears me out - brings insecurity.

There must always be a balance - can fun co-exist with stability?

I hate thinking about this, there's no way I can actually weight the options accurately. Whichever choice I make there will definitely be regret. It's sooo irritating. Why must this situation be thrown onto me the week of my exams? Why must he drop such a bomb on me at this exact moment.

Super selfish. It's always about him. MEN ARE FUCKING SELFISH!

I really don't want to be sad again. When I'm upset nothing gets done and I have A LOT of stuff to do...