It's the final countdown and I'm still at the first chapter of my revision. I've gone through the books twice but absorbed absolutely NOTHING.


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Restarting the engine once again, I find myself a complete stranger to the very first chapter of the textbook (and I have 2 books and tons of notes to go through). I repeat, this is the third run through.

It's impossible. I've never felt more helpless in my life. And to add on the pressure, I have NOTHING (so to speak) for May's issue (referring to SauceINK Magazine), March/April still feels a little short, and I should have planned the themes till September. It's tiresome.

Maybe after the whole exam is out of the way, I can finally sit down and restructure the map for the rest of the year.

There's so much I have planned for the year but nothing seems to be going smoothly. It's moving, just not smoothly. So many hiccups along the way. And I still can't decide whether to sign up for May's intake (which happens to be the day I'm flying to New York City), September's (meaning I'll be wasting 3 months) or sit for the entry examination (which requires me to study a ton of books in a very short period of time) for exemptions to a course I took years ago.

AHHH! This is impossible. I HAVE NEVER FELT MORE HELPLESS IN MY LIFE!

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